head. exploding. · Sep 1, 04:48 PM
maybe i am just not a very good parent? there seems to be some kind of major disconnect going on here, and i don’t know if that’s because i am not telling her what i expect from her clearly enough. it’s like being canute. i order the tide not to come in, and everything is fine until the next wave, which takes not a blind bit of notice.
i am so tired, and on the edge of tears all the time. we have a guest coming to town, and we’re rolling pennies for food.
this week is going to be ugly as hell. no wonder i am blogging about it again! i’m sorry, guys, you never seem to catch me in a good mood. happiness is too busy to blog about, i guess.
meow!
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